Burning out..

Posted: November 21st, 2009 | Author: Moonstar Silverwolf | Filed under: Personal | View Comments

I fear I’m heading into burn out mode in theatre and I’m not sure how to deal with this… I’m hopeful taking a class may help. I’m hoping that a vacation will help. But, I’m beginning to worry that the longer I stay like this, the less I will care and it may lead me to want to quit theatre all together. And this is a scary thought to have after going through 7 years of school to get where I am… I know part of my problem is my lack of escape. Without a love life, or much of a social life, I spend all of my time working and it’s beginning to take a toll on me. I’m glad I decided not to work this summer… I don’t think I could do theatre anymore if I did..

This is depressing me to a point I want to talk about it, but don’t feel like I can because most people won’t listen and will try to offer advice on how to “fix” it, when I don’t need anything fixed. So, instead, I spend every day within myself which probably just makes it worse. So instead, I just end up crying myself to sleep..