Alone I Sit

I’m in the process of shutting down my old myspace blog & during that process I’m archiving old posts onto my computer because they still mean something to me. Some of the posts I will repost on here to share with all of you, most of them will be my poetry, although a few will be a peek into who I am, what I have been through during the past 6 years. Some will related to my ex, some will relate to no one. I may or may not tell you where it came from or what it means, but it is merely my way of showing what was in my past.

Here is a poem I wrote on September 8th, 2008.

Alone I Sit

Alone I sit at night
wondering what can I do
wishing I could bring light
to an otherwise dark room

Alone I sit at night
wishing you were here
wanting to see your smile
and hold your hand in mine

Alone I sit at night
tears flow down my cheek
I’m so happy you are in my life
but sad that I am not there

Alone I sit at night
Hoping things will be okay
Wishing I knew the answers
to the questions that you seek.

Alone I sit at night
Not knowing what to do
My bed is so empty
Without you

Alone I sit at night
Emotions racing with fear
Heart pounding with anxiety
Not knowing what will come

Alone I sit at night
Wanting for you to know
How much I care
How much I love

Alone I sit at night
With patience I must have
With friendship I will provide
With time I will give

Alone I sit at night
Alone I will wake
And Alone I will think
About the day I am with you.

Alone

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